Besides being responsible for myself, I'm now responsible for someone else. And I have to set the right examples. I have to really be someone that I would want my child to look up to.
I'm a Virgo and the sign is a virgin. So when I was 16, I got the word virgin tattooed on my wrist, thinking I was sooo deep and cool. And now I just look really weird having virgin written across my wrist and I have to explain it.
I know I'm too thin right now, so I wouldn't want any young girl looking at me and saying, 'That's what I want to look like.'
I am naturally a thin person and I am 5'1" and putting on five or 10 pounds, that looks like a lot on me.
When we were in the design studio I always was pretending like I was in a closet asking my friend before I step out into the world what do I look like? And everybody wants that honest friend before they go and go to dinner or go to an event.
She looks like a skeleton, ... I was horrified at how skinny she is.