Daniel?" "Yes." "Did you ever think we were meant not to be together?" "No. We are meant to be together. We are just meant to want it very badly.
The happiness at getting what you want is not usually commensurate with the worry leading up to it.
She got tired of herself. She got tired of not being able to say what she wanted or do what she wanted or even want what she wanted.
Wish for what you want, work for what you need. -Carmen's grandmother
What happened to me by myself felt partly dreamed, partly imagined, definitely shifted and warped by my own fears and wants. But who knows? Maybe there is more truth in how you feel than in what actually happens.
You don't have time, Len. That is the most bitter and the most beautiful pieve of advice I can offer. If you don't have what you want now, you don't have what you want. -pg276
It was probably good you couldn't flip the love switch because sometimes it was what you needed even if you didn't want it.