It was very difficult to write about my own country, because I have always been the outsider looking in.
I would like my book to give people insight to the war before and after, but I don't think anyone could read my book and suddenly make up her mind about the war. I want to write for everybody.
I will get a loan and pay the money the court asks for. But I will not lay down my writing and I still say this was an important book to write.
If I lose, then I have to accept that my way of writing books is not the way society says it's okay to write.
There is nothing I would change - to change it I would have had to write a totally different book.