So this is it. Match point for eternity.
Tennis is a psychological sport, you have to keep a clear head. That is why I stopped playing.
That's the hard part about sport: as men we haven't started to be in our prime, but as athletes we are old people. I needed support. I lost trust and did stupid things.
The boys are so powerful off of the baseline now that they don't have to come to the net to finish points. That's the reason we went to the net. To finish the point. Nowadays, even the big guys can hit winners four feet behind the baseline.
I drew my strength from fear. Fear of losing. I don't remember the games I won, only the games I lost.
Thats the hard part about sport: as men we havent started to be in our prime, but as athletes we are old people. I needed support. I lost trust and did stupid things.