I want my music to feel like I'm giving something to someone else and not that I'm expecting something back.
Only way you can you get upset is when you expecting something.
You cannot keep doing the same thing, the same way, and keep expecting something different to happen.
Often, we don't recognize real moments of happiness in our lives because we've been expecting something different- something bigger or perhaps more dramatic.
There are Millions of people in this world. Then why are you born? The reason is, Allah is expecting something from you, which is not possible by Millions.