No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there.
I would take up any small job on the sets, just so that I could hang around with the hope of getting noticed.
As an undergraduate I held many small jobs as an illustrator.
Picasso had a saying - 'good artists copy, great artists steal' - and we have always been shameless about stealing great ideas.
Good artists copy, great artists steal.
We have always been shameless about stealing great ideas.
Why join the navy if you can be a pirate?