I thought she was just gonna bring me home to die. That was my thinking. I don't wanna die here. I wanna go home. She shows up with an ambulance and the cops and i freaked out on her because that's not what I wanted. The last thing you want is cops at a drug house.
You feel like the bad feelings inside of you are gone. They go away. You're just on this big high, big rush.
I kinda realized like ok. I got another chance.