Doug Ferrari
Doug Ferrari
acting anger care chair dealing disorder happens kicking people somebody
What makes BPD different from any other personality disorder is that your anger and impulsiveness -- acting out, kicking over a chair -- only happens when you're dealing with people you really love. If it's somebody you don't care about, who cares?
article boy call realize
When the article comes out, I realize two things. One is, 'Hey I really was somebody.' And two, boy I've got a lot of friends that I thought I couldn't call anymore.
comic funniest heard six
One of the things I'd heard a lot was, 'He was the funniest comic we've ever had here in the six years we've been open, and we never want to see him back here again,'
clothes helped self-esteem
I was told to get my self-esteem back, get my self-confidence back. (He) helped me get some clothes, get a pager, you know, get out of there.
bush cant earth foreign names
Bush doesnt know the names of countries, he doesnt know the names of foreign leaders, he cant even find the Earth on a globe.
legal
I did not have a sober, straight, legal day from 1974 to 1994. Not one.
anyone good grateful happen promised
That's the thing I never did. I'm very grateful to him and he was a good person. I promised myself that I'm never going to let something like that happen to anyone else I know on my watch.
lamp mtv
MTV is the lava lamp of the 1980's.
besides met reading
He was the only person who was like, lucid, cogent, intelligent -- was reading a book, ... He was the only person I met in The Tenderloin besides me who was reading a book.
break disorder mind perfectly phone seemed
The disorder got in my mind and said, you know, things like 'If she hangs up the phone one more time, I'm going to break something,' ... and so, to me, it all seemed perfectly logical.
entire last perform sabbatical time took
(It was) the first time I couldn't perform in my entire life. Took a sabbatical (but) didn't know that it was going to last for over two years,