She wasn’t sure if he wanted more from her or if he wanted less. Maybe it was both. Maybe it was always both.
She wanted him to see all of her and also none of her. She wanted him to be dazzled by the bits and blinded by the whole. She wanted him to see her whole and not in pieces. She had hopes that were hard to satisfy.
She wanted him to notice her so much.
I love her. I need her. I gave away everything I had for her. I just wanted her to know me.