Unfortunately, the simplest things - such as thinking for myself, creating my own reality and being whatever the hell I want to be each day of my life - are a sin. To be a good Christian basically means to give up the reigns of your life and let some unseen force do it for you.
It's great to want to be part of something, but it's a different thing completely to believe wholly in some type of movement, and to give everything for that something.