I think one of the reasons I haven't been doing music is because I think that some of my performance, like, needs are being taken care of in other mediums.
I need a template of a template
I have no desire to play music unless I need music.
I have no problem spending money on a great meal with friends or a flight to see somebody that I love, versus something like a fancy car. I don't need a fancy car. I don't need a giant TV.