I was proud of myself for what I overcame with being sick this week. But it definitely would mean more with Michelle here. She's won so many titles in the past, and I was always second, but I'm not complaining about this title.
When I do win a national title, it would definitely mean a lot more if (Kwan) is there.
It's wonderful. It means so much to skate well, and then be rewarded on top of that is icing on the cake.
Of course it can be frustrating. I went through a time when I thought, 'Why doesn't she retire? Give someone else a turn.' But at the same time, that motivates me. When the field is weak, you become weak. When I do win a national title it would mean a lot more if she's there.