I have always loved the game, ever since those days playing in my aunt's yard. I grew up idolizing Michael Jordan, too. Always had his picture on my wall when I was a kid, when I was in college. The game is just a part of me.
I'm fine in the classroom, and I'm fine when I'm playing or coaching in a crowded gym. But I really get anxious in front of huge crowds like that, particularly if I have to speak.