Feeling - what authentic human fun!
Whatever made me the way I am left me hollow, empty inside, unable to feel. It doesn't seem like a big deal. I'm quite sure most people fake an awful lot of everyday human contact. I just fake it all. I fake it very well, and the feelings are never there.
I think that's nice, and if I could have feelings at all I would have them for Deb.
Me, feeling. What a concept.
I did not like this feeling of having feelings.