Time does not ease the pain. I feel that if she had been taken through natural causes, it would have been a terrible thing, but it would have been acceptable. Doing something like that, and at Christmas, is unacceptable.
The worst thing is the lack of justice. To leave the case unattended and unsolved was cruel to us... as cruel as killing Karin.
Our duty as doctors is to treat patients. Looking back, I would have done the same thing and kept treating patients... Why didn't they shoot me while I was out? Did they have to send the parcel home? They should be ashamed,
In my case there was only one motive - medico-political - because of the doctor's strike. I cannot prove it myself but ... I believe it can be proven,