The reason why I take my life is because I want to go to my wife and boy. My usefulness in this world is at an end. I can not be satisfied in any business and can not be without their companionship.
I am glad to go with my wife and baby boy.
I do not regard it as wrong to take my life, because I simply change my place of residence and go where my wife and baby are.
I go gladly to my wife and boy, and I leave this world at peace with every one in it and at peace with God.
Next to God I worship my wife and boy and will soon be with them and with my father and mother, who are there waiting my coming.
If I go among strangers the story of my insanity soon follows, and I do not care to live such a life when I can in a few hours go to my wife and boy.